Whenever I pass by….

whenever I pass by that part of the road from where I can see her place, my eyes always search for that small temple. Even today I don’t know that temple belongs to which God but I have a very strange connection with that temple…. I saw this temple for the first time when we were getting apart. We both were very determined that we should not be together and from now on we will not talk. I remember I was walking down the street alone at night after dropping her to her PG and saw that temple 1st time. I don’t know why but I went in front of that temple and asked “Is this the end of our friendship/bonding/togetherness or Love” ? You call it fake/imagination whatever but I got an answer that day “No, this cannot be the end, there is so much more you both need to create together”. Whether it was our stupidity or dumbness but we tried couple of times more to get rid of each other and but again I found myself standing in front of the same temple and asking the same question and getting the same answer. But one day we did something unforgivable things to each other and both of us was not in a position to forgive each other… I thought, this was the end…. again I found myself standing in front of the same temple at 11PM asking the same thing …. but this time I was very sure that “yes this is the end” and I really wanted to end this. But to my greatest surprise I again got the same answer i.e. “No, this is not the end, there is so much more for both of you”. But this time I was not ready to accept this. Days, months, years passed. During these years, whenever I went to Bangalore, somehow (i do not know why) I always end up standing in front of the same temple for 2 minutes asking the same question. Every time I get the same answer…. Slowly I started believing that yes so much more is pending between us to share , to live, to laugh, to cry together and to fight together … yet to see whether it is just my imagination or actually God is guiding me…..